Then Jesus shouted out again, and he gave up his spirit. At that moment the curtain in the Temple was torn in two, from top to bottom. The earth shook, rocks split apart,... Matthew 27:50-51
I have been reading through the Bible chronologically this year, and this morning brought me to the account of the crucifixion of Jesus. As I read of Pilate's failure to act on what he knew to be true (He knew very well that the Jewish leaders had arrested Jesus out of envy. v.18) , I felt an anger and indignation that this key leader would order the flogging and allow the execution of a man he knew to be innocent.
And I continued to read Matthew's account of Jesus' death.
Then the reading guide I have been following took me to the book of Mark, where I read the same story all over again, again became frustrated with Pilate's response, but at the same time caught myself just basically skimming through the reading, as I had just read almost the identical words from Matthew.
And that is when it struck me.
While we all know the recorded details of all of Christ's suffering leading up to and including His crucifixion, what truly disturbs me today is not an ancient politician's failure to act - it is my own failure to act. How can I read the account of my Lord's torturous final hours and not be brought to tears? How can I know the truth that His death was what I deserved, and not be totally broken and humbled at the great love extended to me? I tear up when I ask for prayer for acquaintances who have cancer; I weep at the loss of people I don't even know; I cry when I read about a fictional character being mistreated in a novel; I have even shed tears at the death of a cartoon character in a Disney movie! And yet I read the true account of my Savior's life and blood poured out for me as if it is simply history? This is tragic!
And so my prayer today is that God would soften my obviously calloused heart, and heal me of the desensitization that has occurred in my life. May I never again speak of Christ's great sacrifice in such a matter-of-fact way, as though it is nothing more than the historical basis for my faith.
"God, give me a sense of brokenness and humility every time I think of the price that was paid for my disobedience to Your word. And when I speak of Your Son, may it be with the kind of passion that comes with a deep sense of gratitude at the gift I have been given. Re-sensitize me, Lord!"
...Just a thought...
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Friday, July 15, 2011
Obedience
The LORD told Isaiah son of Amoz, "Take off all your clothes, including your sandals." Isaiah did as he was told and walked around naked and barefoot. Isaiah 20:2
Have you ever done anything hard for God? When you think about "an obedient servant of the Lord," what comes to mind? I think of missionaries - those God has called to leave their homes and families to go live in a foreign country. I think of friends of mine who grew up in missionary boarding schools while their parents served the Lord in dangerous and remote areas.
Last week, I saw a car that was painted all over with Bible verses and warnings to repent and turn to God. I think there was even an extra sign attached to the roof to make room for more pronouncements. When I saw that car, I admit my reaction was to think it was probably driven by some odd, but well-intentioned person who was probably "not quite right in the head". In my mind, I just don't really think that's the most effective way to witness to people. But as I read scripture, I have to admit that what's "in my mind" is not always accurate.
As I was reading in Isaiah this morning, he's in the midst of making pronouncements on God's plans for judging the nations. He is boldly proclaiming the words God has given him of impending doom and destruction. And then God tells him to take off his clothes and sandals and walk around naked and barefoot. My first thought is that this is a very different picture of God than what most American churches are presenting. And, though I've read this passage before, still I'm thinking, "That's just crazy!" But then, I continue reading and see that not only was Isaiah's response immediate obedience - it was continual obedience. The Bible says that Isaiah walked around barefoot and naked for THREE YEARS! So then my next thought is, "WOW!" Isaiah must have had an incredible confidence in the Lord. And then I began to ask myself what I would have done...
See, when I picture an old guy (I don't know how old Isaiah was at the time, actually) walking around naked, my first thought is that he's got to be some kind of a pervert. If he's not a prevert, then he must be completely insane. But this old guy walking around naked is neither. He is OBEDIENT!
If I'm honest, I don't think I would have done it. And that concerns me. I like to think of myself as being totally committed to following God, and yet this passage points out to me that perhaps that is not true. Total commitment looks very different from modern American Christianity, I'm pretty sure. Many times through the years I have been commended for all I've "given up" to follow the Lord's leading. Sometimes, I've even whined to God about the things I've "given up". In fact, I have really not given up anything for the cause of Christ.
As I look at scripture, I find that often God called His messengers to do much more distasteful things than just walking around naked for a while. And while it is my hope that God never calls me to do something that "crazy", my prayer is that if He does, I will be obedient.
It isn't pretty, but it's... Just a thought...
Have you ever done anything hard for God? When you think about "an obedient servant of the Lord," what comes to mind? I think of missionaries - those God has called to leave their homes and families to go live in a foreign country. I think of friends of mine who grew up in missionary boarding schools while their parents served the Lord in dangerous and remote areas.
Last week, I saw a car that was painted all over with Bible verses and warnings to repent and turn to God. I think there was even an extra sign attached to the roof to make room for more pronouncements. When I saw that car, I admit my reaction was to think it was probably driven by some odd, but well-intentioned person who was probably "not quite right in the head". In my mind, I just don't really think that's the most effective way to witness to people. But as I read scripture, I have to admit that what's "in my mind" is not always accurate.
As I was reading in Isaiah this morning, he's in the midst of making pronouncements on God's plans for judging the nations. He is boldly proclaiming the words God has given him of impending doom and destruction. And then God tells him to take off his clothes and sandals and walk around naked and barefoot. My first thought is that this is a very different picture of God than what most American churches are presenting. And, though I've read this passage before, still I'm thinking, "That's just crazy!" But then, I continue reading and see that not only was Isaiah's response immediate obedience - it was continual obedience. The Bible says that Isaiah walked around barefoot and naked for THREE YEARS! So then my next thought is, "WOW!" Isaiah must have had an incredible confidence in the Lord. And then I began to ask myself what I would have done...
See, when I picture an old guy (I don't know how old Isaiah was at the time, actually) walking around naked, my first thought is that he's got to be some kind of a pervert. If he's not a prevert, then he must be completely insane. But this old guy walking around naked is neither. He is OBEDIENT!
If I'm honest, I don't think I would have done it. And that concerns me. I like to think of myself as being totally committed to following God, and yet this passage points out to me that perhaps that is not true. Total commitment looks very different from modern American Christianity, I'm pretty sure. Many times through the years I have been commended for all I've "given up" to follow the Lord's leading. Sometimes, I've even whined to God about the things I've "given up". In fact, I have really not given up anything for the cause of Christ.
As I look at scripture, I find that often God called His messengers to do much more distasteful things than just walking around naked for a while. And while it is my hope that God never calls me to do something that "crazy", my prayer is that if He does, I will be obedient.
It isn't pretty, but it's... Just a thought...
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
What God Calls Evil
But he was an evil king, for he did not seek the LORD with all his heart. 2 Chronicles 12:14
As I read the stories of the kings in the Old Testament, I am often amazed at how irresponsibly these men behaved. Reading the accounts of David and his descendants, I am saddened at how often these God-appointed leaders rejected the very One who placed them in their positions of authority.
David, whom the Bible describes as "a man after God's own heart" was adulterous, a disconnected father whose sons rebelled in response to his lack of involvement in their lives. David's son Solomon took the throne next, and is known as the wisest man who ever lived. And yet we find that for all his wisdom, Solomon couldn't follow the Lord's simple instructions NOT to intermarry with foreign women, and so he fell into idolatry.
Now Solomon's son, Rehoboam has come on the scene, and in his arrogance he rejects the counsel of experienced advisors. As a result, ten of the tribes of Israel reject him as their king, and the nation of Israel is divided. Ultimately, due to Rehoboam's poor leadership, the kingdom of Judah is attacked by the king of Egypt. But the Bible says in verse 12 that, "Because Rehoboam humbled himself, the LORD's anger was turned aside, and he did not destroy him completely. And there was still goodness in the land of Judah." When I read this, I think this shows a change of heart in Rehoboam, but then I come to verse 14, and God declares him "evil".
What is sobering in this story is the reason the Bible says he was evil. For all of his irresponsibility and poor leadership, this king is recorded as humbling himself and repenting. The Bible doesn't tell us that he married a bunch of foreign women and fell into idolatry like his father did. The Bible doesn't give account of his falling into adultery and murder like his grandfather did. And yet, Rehoboam is the one identified as an evil king!
The scripture says, "he was an evil king, for he did not seek the LORD with all his heart." As I read this, I can't help but feel a little concerned about my own spiritual condition. I love the Lord, I would say with all my heart, but I know that there are times when my actions indicate otherwise. All too often, I get caught up in the cares of this world. There are days when I get up and immediately get caught up in the busy-ness of life on earth without taking the time to seek the face of God through prayer and time in His Word. Sometimes, I just simply hold back, whether out of fear or selfishness or misplaced priorities...
Rehoboam was considerd EVIL because he did not seek the Lord with all of his heart. I do not want this to be said of me! I do not want to be remembered by God as one who was evil.
As I look at these accounts of the kings, it would seem that God looks at things a bit differently than we do. It was not David's actions that made him "a man after God's own heart." It was not Solomon's actions that made him a wise king, loved by God. And it was not Rehoboam's actions that made him an evil king. As God told Samuel the prophet at the beginning of this dynasty, "the LORD does not see as man sees; for man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart." (1 Samuel 16:7)
It is your heart God is most concerned with. When He has our hearts, ultimately, He can bring our actions into alignment with His Word. If He does not have our hearts, we will be prone to evil...
Does God have your heart today?
... Just a thought...
As I read the stories of the kings in the Old Testament, I am often amazed at how irresponsibly these men behaved. Reading the accounts of David and his descendants, I am saddened at how often these God-appointed leaders rejected the very One who placed them in their positions of authority.
David, whom the Bible describes as "a man after God's own heart" was adulterous, a disconnected father whose sons rebelled in response to his lack of involvement in their lives. David's son Solomon took the throne next, and is known as the wisest man who ever lived. And yet we find that for all his wisdom, Solomon couldn't follow the Lord's simple instructions NOT to intermarry with foreign women, and so he fell into idolatry.
Now Solomon's son, Rehoboam has come on the scene, and in his arrogance he rejects the counsel of experienced advisors. As a result, ten of the tribes of Israel reject him as their king, and the nation of Israel is divided. Ultimately, due to Rehoboam's poor leadership, the kingdom of Judah is attacked by the king of Egypt. But the Bible says in verse 12 that, "Because Rehoboam humbled himself, the LORD's anger was turned aside, and he did not destroy him completely. And there was still goodness in the land of Judah." When I read this, I think this shows a change of heart in Rehoboam, but then I come to verse 14, and God declares him "evil".
What is sobering in this story is the reason the Bible says he was evil. For all of his irresponsibility and poor leadership, this king is recorded as humbling himself and repenting. The Bible doesn't tell us that he married a bunch of foreign women and fell into idolatry like his father did. The Bible doesn't give account of his falling into adultery and murder like his grandfather did. And yet, Rehoboam is the one identified as an evil king!
The scripture says, "he was an evil king, for he did not seek the LORD with all his heart." As I read this, I can't help but feel a little concerned about my own spiritual condition. I love the Lord, I would say with all my heart, but I know that there are times when my actions indicate otherwise. All too often, I get caught up in the cares of this world. There are days when I get up and immediately get caught up in the busy-ness of life on earth without taking the time to seek the face of God through prayer and time in His Word. Sometimes, I just simply hold back, whether out of fear or selfishness or misplaced priorities...
Rehoboam was considerd EVIL because he did not seek the Lord with all of his heart. I do not want this to be said of me! I do not want to be remembered by God as one who was evil.
As I look at these accounts of the kings, it would seem that God looks at things a bit differently than we do. It was not David's actions that made him "a man after God's own heart." It was not Solomon's actions that made him a wise king, loved by God. And it was not Rehoboam's actions that made him an evil king. As God told Samuel the prophet at the beginning of this dynasty, "the LORD does not see as man sees; for man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart." (1 Samuel 16:7)
It is your heart God is most concerned with. When He has our hearts, ultimately, He can bring our actions into alignment with His Word. If He does not have our hearts, we will be prone to evil...
Does God have your heart today?
... Just a thought...
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
To Suffer Loss
Look at the birds. They don’t plant or harvest or store food in barns, for your heavenly Father feeds them. And aren’t you far more valuable to him than they are? Matthew 6:26
I have been an observer in a heart-breaking drama this week. Please bear with me as I attempt to sort through this matter...
While setting up for a VBS/KidzKrusade on Sunday, a nasty thunderstorm blew through. After the rains and wind had subsided, one little robin family had suffered great loss. On the sidewalk beside our bus lay two tiny newly hatched robins and the remains of at least two other eggs. One of the babies lay dead on the cement; the other was badly injured, but still alive. From a distance away, the mother bird watched as we surveyed the situation. We looked up into the tree to see if it might be possible to return the surviving baby to its nest, but the nest was dangling sideways from a branch of the tree. Realizing that there was nothing we could do, we carefully moved the injured bird from the sidewalk to a soft patch of grass beneath the tree. We thought perhaps the mother might find a way to protect and comfort her little one. Sadly, another storm came through a few minutes later, sending what remained of the nest crashing to the sidewalk. When we headed out for the final time that evening, we stopped to check on the little survivor, only to find that ants had overtaken it and killed it.
A few tears were shed as we observed this little tragedy played out before our eyes that day. My heart went out to that little mama who, in a matter of a few minutes, lost everything. And though I know that birds are not emotional or spiritual beings who experience loss as we do, I couldn't help but grieve this great loss on behalf of the mother robin. I continued to think of her throughout the evening and on into the next day. When we arrived at the church on Monday afternoon, the fallen nest still remained on the sidewalk, a sad reminder of the previous day's tragic turn of events.
The most heart-breaking moment, though, came Tuesday evening. A few yards from the fallen nest sat a little robin, fluttering about, chattering a mournful little song. She seemed so lost! Just two days earlier, her little life had great joy and purpose - new little hatchlings greeting the world, needing her constant care and attention. But now, this little mother seemed unable to figure out what to do with herself. With no babies to care for and no nest to go home to, she seemed to have lost her purpose.
I never have been very good at accepting the hard truths of nature. I HATE to watch the documentaries where the cheetah actually catches the poor little rabbit for a meal. I still cry when I watch The Lion King and Mufasa is trampled by the wildebeests. So you can imagine, the Robin Family Saga will not soon be forgotten.
As I have thought about how sad this whole incident made me feel, I was reminded that I was not the only one impacted by this loss. Even this seemingly insignificant incident did not go unnoticed by our heavenly Father who feeds and cares even for the birds. A little part of me wondered why He didn't choose to save this little robin family. He could have...
And I was reminded that His ways are not our ways! Tragedy is a part of life. It is unpleasant, but it is inevitable. It is the "in your face" evidence of our sin-stricken world. It simply cannot be avoided.
I learned today of a human mom who lost her baby, and my heart aches even more deeply than before. Life is hard. There is simply no getting around it. But I am reminded that even in the difficult times, we have a God who cares. Though He may not reverse all the tragedies of life or insulate us from the painful consequences of life in a sin-ridden world, He will never leave us to face the difficult times alone. It is often in these deeply sorrowful times that we can learn to know Him as the "God of all comfort".
Whatever loss may have come your way recently, I want to encourage you with this incredible knowledge that the God who cares for the birds and the flowers, cares even more deeply for you. He will not leave you to face difficult days alone.
...Just a thought...
I have been an observer in a heart-breaking drama this week. Please bear with me as I attempt to sort through this matter...
While setting up for a VBS/KidzKrusade on Sunday, a nasty thunderstorm blew through. After the rains and wind had subsided, one little robin family had suffered great loss. On the sidewalk beside our bus lay two tiny newly hatched robins and the remains of at least two other eggs. One of the babies lay dead on the cement; the other was badly injured, but still alive. From a distance away, the mother bird watched as we surveyed the situation. We looked up into the tree to see if it might be possible to return the surviving baby to its nest, but the nest was dangling sideways from a branch of the tree. Realizing that there was nothing we could do, we carefully moved the injured bird from the sidewalk to a soft patch of grass beneath the tree. We thought perhaps the mother might find a way to protect and comfort her little one. Sadly, another storm came through a few minutes later, sending what remained of the nest crashing to the sidewalk. When we headed out for the final time that evening, we stopped to check on the little survivor, only to find that ants had overtaken it and killed it.
A few tears were shed as we observed this little tragedy played out before our eyes that day. My heart went out to that little mama who, in a matter of a few minutes, lost everything. And though I know that birds are not emotional or spiritual beings who experience loss as we do, I couldn't help but grieve this great loss on behalf of the mother robin. I continued to think of her throughout the evening and on into the next day. When we arrived at the church on Monday afternoon, the fallen nest still remained on the sidewalk, a sad reminder of the previous day's tragic turn of events.
The most heart-breaking moment, though, came Tuesday evening. A few yards from the fallen nest sat a little robin, fluttering about, chattering a mournful little song. She seemed so lost! Just two days earlier, her little life had great joy and purpose - new little hatchlings greeting the world, needing her constant care and attention. But now, this little mother seemed unable to figure out what to do with herself. With no babies to care for and no nest to go home to, she seemed to have lost her purpose.
I never have been very good at accepting the hard truths of nature. I HATE to watch the documentaries where the cheetah actually catches the poor little rabbit for a meal. I still cry when I watch The Lion King and Mufasa is trampled by the wildebeests. So you can imagine, the Robin Family Saga will not soon be forgotten.
As I have thought about how sad this whole incident made me feel, I was reminded that I was not the only one impacted by this loss. Even this seemingly insignificant incident did not go unnoticed by our heavenly Father who feeds and cares even for the birds. A little part of me wondered why He didn't choose to save this little robin family. He could have...
And I was reminded that His ways are not our ways! Tragedy is a part of life. It is unpleasant, but it is inevitable. It is the "in your face" evidence of our sin-stricken world. It simply cannot be avoided.
I learned today of a human mom who lost her baby, and my heart aches even more deeply than before. Life is hard. There is simply no getting around it. But I am reminded that even in the difficult times, we have a God who cares. Though He may not reverse all the tragedies of life or insulate us from the painful consequences of life in a sin-ridden world, He will never leave us to face the difficult times alone. It is often in these deeply sorrowful times that we can learn to know Him as the "God of all comfort".
Whatever loss may have come your way recently, I want to encourage you with this incredible knowledge that the God who cares for the birds and the flowers, cares even more deeply for you. He will not leave you to face difficult days alone.
...Just a thought...
Friday, April 1, 2011
Uninspired...
So take a new grip with your tired hands and strengthen your weak knees. Hebrews 12:12 You may have noticed, I've been feeling rather uninspired lately. Nearly a month since my last post here... It's just that kind of season in my life. I find myself busy - almost ridiculously so - but as I look back over the days and weeks, I realize that for all that busy-ness, I have accomplished little. Which leaves me frustrated... and a bit more uninspired! It's hard to describe... and even harder to explain. Songs and cliches come to mind... And I am reminded of what Paul wrote in 2 Corinthians 5:7 - (For we walk by faith, not by sight:) I find it interesting that this verse appears with a smiley at the end. I don't know if it appears that way in the actual KJV, but this is how it came up on the Scripture look-up I used. And it seems very fitting. In these days of going through the motions, just putting one foot in front of the other without a clear destination in sight, a little smile of encouragement means a lot. The real challenge is to not lose focus as I wander in the wilderness. I'd really like NOT to spend forty years wandering! So I keep myself in the Word, sustained by manna, even as I wait on the milk and honey of the Promised Land. Maybe this seems a little familiar to you. If you're feeling a little uninspired today, I empathize with you. It's definitely not my favorite place to be, but it is encouraging to know that I am not alone. And what feels "uninspired" may actually be some of the most inspired moments of life - the nitty-gritty moments of walking simply by faith and not by sight. It doesn't really feel like much, but after all, it's ... just a thought...
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
About His Father's Business
And He said to them, “Why did you seek Me? Did you not know that I must be about My Father’s business?” Luke 2:49
His parents were frantic! They had lost their twelve year old son - in the city! How were they going to explain to God that they had taken the Savior of the world to the city and LOST HIM!?!?
But Jesus wasn't lost. He was exactly where He was supposed to be - about His Father's business.
I've been struggling with this concept a bit this week. I didn't lose my son. I know where he is: he is in a foreign country far away from home without me! And he's been gone a whole week already, and he won't be back for another week!
This is a very strange turn of events for our family. We do EVERYTHING together. If you count from the outside walls and include the driver's area and engine compartment, we live in a 320 square foot house! You could say that we are (literally) a very close family... Four people, two dogs, maybe 280 square feet of actual living space... That's pretty close! So we are keenly aware when someone is missing. Not that it happens very often. I think we're all "homebodies" at heart - that's why we have to take the "house" with us everywhere we go!
So, when we began to talk about the possibilities of sending my seventeen year old son to Brazil alone, that was just a hard concept to grasp. He's never really gone anywhere alone. ...Maybe to a friend's house overnight when he was younger... across the field to a cabin at camp, but only when we were staying on the same property... It just hasn't been part of our experience to be apart from one another.
But the funny thing is, we're making it! I'm not really worried (most of the time!). When I was tempted to go down that road of worry the other day, the Lord reminded me that He had to let His Son go away for a while. And because He did, my life, and many others, have been impacted for eternity. He pointed me to the account of Jesus's visit to the temple in Luke 2, and reassured me with the matter-of-fact answer that Jesus gave to his worried parents: "I must be about my Father's business."
Nate will be back in a week, and I can't wait to see him! I want to hear all about what the Lord has done in him and through him! Though these have been difficult days for us, they have been days of wonder and excitement for him, doing what the Lord has called him to do.
So what's my son up to these days? He's about his Father's business. Can't argue with that!
...Just a thought...
His parents were frantic! They had lost their twelve year old son - in the city! How were they going to explain to God that they had taken the Savior of the world to the city and LOST HIM!?!?
But Jesus wasn't lost. He was exactly where He was supposed to be - about His Father's business.
I've been struggling with this concept a bit this week. I didn't lose my son. I know where he is: he is in a foreign country far away from home without me! And he's been gone a whole week already, and he won't be back for another week!
This is a very strange turn of events for our family. We do EVERYTHING together. If you count from the outside walls and include the driver's area and engine compartment, we live in a 320 square foot house! You could say that we are (literally) a very close family... Four people, two dogs, maybe 280 square feet of actual living space... That's pretty close! So we are keenly aware when someone is missing. Not that it happens very often. I think we're all "homebodies" at heart - that's why we have to take the "house" with us everywhere we go!
So, when we began to talk about the possibilities of sending my seventeen year old son to Brazil alone, that was just a hard concept to grasp. He's never really gone anywhere alone. ...Maybe to a friend's house overnight when he was younger... across the field to a cabin at camp, but only when we were staying on the same property... It just hasn't been part of our experience to be apart from one another.
But the funny thing is, we're making it! I'm not really worried (most of the time!). When I was tempted to go down that road of worry the other day, the Lord reminded me that He had to let His Son go away for a while. And because He did, my life, and many others, have been impacted for eternity. He pointed me to the account of Jesus's visit to the temple in Luke 2, and reassured me with the matter-of-fact answer that Jesus gave to his worried parents: "I must be about my Father's business."
Nate will be back in a week, and I can't wait to see him! I want to hear all about what the Lord has done in him and through him! Though these have been difficult days for us, they have been days of wonder and excitement for him, doing what the Lord has called him to do.
So what's my son up to these days? He's about his Father's business. Can't argue with that!
...Just a thought...
Friday, February 11, 2011
New Perspective on Waiting
When the people saw how long it was taking Moses to come back down the mountain, they gathered around Aaron. “Come on,” they said, “make us some gods who can lead us. We don’t know what happened to this fellow Moses, who brought us here from the land of Egypt.” Exodus 32:1
This is the beginning of a story that has always puzzled me. I have never been able to fathom what would entice God's people to turn from him so quickly, or why they would ask Aaron to make them an idol that they could worship. I have always had sort of a "righteous indignation" about this whole episode in the history of Israel.
As I have been studying through the story of the Exodus, I have become even more puzzled by the behavior of the children of Israel than ever. As I have read how the Lord made allowances for the people's faithlessness, how they continually tested His patience, how they grumbled and complained, and whined... I haven't really been able to muster up much sympathy for them. And as I came to the story of the golden calf, and I looked at Aaron's behavior there, I admit, I was almost angry at Aaron! I mean, was he really that stupid? The people had heard the actual voice of God. Aaron had actually been up on the lower part of the mountain for an up close, personal encounter with the Lord (Exodus 24:10-11)! But while God was giving Moses instructions about how he was to ordain Aaron for an important role in ministry, Aaron was becoming the people's leader in idol worship.
But today, I am looking at that account again, and I am beginning to muster a little compassion for Aaron and the people. I think maybe I am beginning to understand a little how it may have been for the children of Israel.
They are waiting. After a lifetime of slavery and oppression, God, with many great signs and wonders, delivered them from oppression. He went ahead of them, showing them the way, taking them on a journey to "the Promised Land". But they're not in the Promised Land yet. They can't see it. They know God is powerful, but they're sitting out in the wilderness now... just waiting.
The Bible says that Moses was up on the mountain for forty days and forty nights. I've never thought of that as being a very long time before... But that's nearly six weeks! That was entire grading period when I was in school! A lot can happen in six weeks!
And so today, I look back at this story with new understanding. I've been waiting on God lately. I thought He was taking me to the Promised Land, and it seems He has taken me to the wilderness. I was sure that I heard His voice. It was clear. There were no doubts. But an interesting thing happens over time... as you sit at the base of the mountain, just waiting to see what will happen next... You begin to look around. You start to second-guess yourself. Was it REALLY the voice of God you heard? Has all of this been some kind of mistake? How long can I really sit here waiting? Don't I need to get up and get busy DOING something? I mean, if God's not ready to do something here, maybe I need to go somewhere else and look for Him...
Don't worry! I'm not about to go off and build myself a golden calf! But I am understanding better what prompted the children of Israel to do such a thing. I can read the rest of their story and see that God did eventually take them to the Promised Land. He always did have their best interest at heart. They would pay the price for their disobedience, but never did God forsake them. He walked with them. He waited with them. He showed them the way.
Lord, as I am waiting, help me to wait in confidence. Keep me from doing something stupid, Lord! Help me to rest in what I know, and not try to get ahead of You or try to make things happen on my own. I want to make this journey YOUR way!
If you find yourself waiting today, be encouraged. God has not forsaken you. Don't you give up on Him!
...Just a thought...
This is the beginning of a story that has always puzzled me. I have never been able to fathom what would entice God's people to turn from him so quickly, or why they would ask Aaron to make them an idol that they could worship. I have always had sort of a "righteous indignation" about this whole episode in the history of Israel.
As I have been studying through the story of the Exodus, I have become even more puzzled by the behavior of the children of Israel than ever. As I have read how the Lord made allowances for the people's faithlessness, how they continually tested His patience, how they grumbled and complained, and whined... I haven't really been able to muster up much sympathy for them. And as I came to the story of the golden calf, and I looked at Aaron's behavior there, I admit, I was almost angry at Aaron! I mean, was he really that stupid? The people had heard the actual voice of God. Aaron had actually been up on the lower part of the mountain for an up close, personal encounter with the Lord (Exodus 24:10-11)! But while God was giving Moses instructions about how he was to ordain Aaron for an important role in ministry, Aaron was becoming the people's leader in idol worship.
But today, I am looking at that account again, and I am beginning to muster a little compassion for Aaron and the people. I think maybe I am beginning to understand a little how it may have been for the children of Israel.
They are waiting. After a lifetime of slavery and oppression, God, with many great signs and wonders, delivered them from oppression. He went ahead of them, showing them the way, taking them on a journey to "the Promised Land". But they're not in the Promised Land yet. They can't see it. They know God is powerful, but they're sitting out in the wilderness now... just waiting.
The Bible says that Moses was up on the mountain for forty days and forty nights. I've never thought of that as being a very long time before... But that's nearly six weeks! That was entire grading period when I was in school! A lot can happen in six weeks!
And so today, I look back at this story with new understanding. I've been waiting on God lately. I thought He was taking me to the Promised Land, and it seems He has taken me to the wilderness. I was sure that I heard His voice. It was clear. There were no doubts. But an interesting thing happens over time... as you sit at the base of the mountain, just waiting to see what will happen next... You begin to look around. You start to second-guess yourself. Was it REALLY the voice of God you heard? Has all of this been some kind of mistake? How long can I really sit here waiting? Don't I need to get up and get busy DOING something? I mean, if God's not ready to do something here, maybe I need to go somewhere else and look for Him...
Don't worry! I'm not about to go off and build myself a golden calf! But I am understanding better what prompted the children of Israel to do such a thing. I can read the rest of their story and see that God did eventually take them to the Promised Land. He always did have their best interest at heart. They would pay the price for their disobedience, but never did God forsake them. He walked with them. He waited with them. He showed them the way.
Lord, as I am waiting, help me to wait in confidence. Keep me from doing something stupid, Lord! Help me to rest in what I know, and not try to get ahead of You or try to make things happen on my own. I want to make this journey YOUR way!
If you find yourself waiting today, be encouraged. God has not forsaken you. Don't you give up on Him!
...Just a thought...
Friday, February 4, 2011
God Moves in the Dark Times
The Lord went ahead of them. He guided them during the day with a pillar of cloud, and he provided light at night with a pillar of fire. This allowed them to travel by day or by night. And the Lord did not remove the pillar of cloud or pillar of fire from its place in front of the people. Exodus 13:21-22
So as the sun began to rise, Moses raised his hand over the sea, and the water rushed back into its usual place. The Egyptians tried to escape, but the Lord swept them into the sea. Exodus 14:27
The children of Israel had just left Egypt. They were leaving behind the only life they had ever known - a life of oppression and slavery. They were embarking on a new life - life as a free people in a land God had prepared for them. What an exciting time this must have been for them!
Exciting... but frightening as well. Change is a hard thing. Sometimes it seems easier to just stick with what you know. It may be unpleasant, but at least it's familiar.
So now the children of Israel are out of Egypt and they are on their way to the "Promised Land". They didn't have a fancy GPS system, but they didn't need one. They had God. And God had promised to go ahead of them and to guide them. He went ahead of them in two very visible forms - the pillar of cloud for the day and the pillar of fire for the night.
Did you ever really think about that? I've read it many times, but never really caught it: This allowed them to travel by day or by night. God provided the pillar of fire so they could travel at night!
I sometimes like to travel at night. I kind of like to see city lights at night. At Christmas time, I love to see all the festive light displays. But most of the time, I much prefer to travel during the day. It's easier to stay awake. It's easier to see where you are going... I've been on dark roads in the middle of nowhere at night, and that is just no fun! It's hard to tell where you are, and you find yourself wondering if you've made a wrong turn, or if you'd even know it if you did make a wrong turn.
So the children of Israel had been traveling, and they stopped and set up camp in a nice, scenic location. They're hanging out at the beach, enjoying a break from the road, taking in a nice sunset... and then they see Pharaoh's army coming! They panic, and suddenly that nice beachfront property just looks like a trap - until God intervenes. The pillar of cloud settles down in between the Israelites and the Egyptians, and as darkness falls, the cloud turns to fire. Feeling safe for the moment, the children of Israel now get to witness a truly amazing miracle - God parts the Red Sea for them. The wind blows, and ground dries out on the seabed, and the people walk right through - during the night. We know that it was night because it's just before dawn that the Lord throws the Egyptians (who are now pursuing the Israelites through the sea) into confusion. And the Bible tells us that just as the sun began to rise, the waters closed back in, killing the entire army of Pharaoh.
This all happened in the night. This miraculous deliverance took place in darkness. But God had made a way for the people to follow Him, even in the dark times.
We may not have a pillar of fire to follow through the dark times of life, but God has not abandoned us to our enemies. He has provided us with all we need to make it through the night.
Your word is a lamp for my feet, a light on my path. Psalm 119:105
Maybe you are in one of those dark times in your life. I want to encourage you today that God has given you His light that stands between you and the enemy. His Word will give you the direction you are seeking. Set your eyes on His Word, and then step out in faith. He will show you which way to go.
You don't have to cower down in the darkness. Just look up - He's lighting the way!
...Just a thought...
So as the sun began to rise, Moses raised his hand over the sea, and the water rushed back into its usual place. The Egyptians tried to escape, but the Lord swept them into the sea. Exodus 14:27
The children of Israel had just left Egypt. They were leaving behind the only life they had ever known - a life of oppression and slavery. They were embarking on a new life - life as a free people in a land God had prepared for them. What an exciting time this must have been for them!
Exciting... but frightening as well. Change is a hard thing. Sometimes it seems easier to just stick with what you know. It may be unpleasant, but at least it's familiar.
So now the children of Israel are out of Egypt and they are on their way to the "Promised Land". They didn't have a fancy GPS system, but they didn't need one. They had God. And God had promised to go ahead of them and to guide them. He went ahead of them in two very visible forms - the pillar of cloud for the day and the pillar of fire for the night.
Did you ever really think about that? I've read it many times, but never really caught it: This allowed them to travel by day or by night. God provided the pillar of fire so they could travel at night!
I sometimes like to travel at night. I kind of like to see city lights at night. At Christmas time, I love to see all the festive light displays. But most of the time, I much prefer to travel during the day. It's easier to stay awake. It's easier to see where you are going... I've been on dark roads in the middle of nowhere at night, and that is just no fun! It's hard to tell where you are, and you find yourself wondering if you've made a wrong turn, or if you'd even know it if you did make a wrong turn.
So the children of Israel had been traveling, and they stopped and set up camp in a nice, scenic location. They're hanging out at the beach, enjoying a break from the road, taking in a nice sunset... and then they see Pharaoh's army coming! They panic, and suddenly that nice beachfront property just looks like a trap - until God intervenes. The pillar of cloud settles down in between the Israelites and the Egyptians, and as darkness falls, the cloud turns to fire. Feeling safe for the moment, the children of Israel now get to witness a truly amazing miracle - God parts the Red Sea for them. The wind blows, and ground dries out on the seabed, and the people walk right through - during the night. We know that it was night because it's just before dawn that the Lord throws the Egyptians (who are now pursuing the Israelites through the sea) into confusion. And the Bible tells us that just as the sun began to rise, the waters closed back in, killing the entire army of Pharaoh.
This all happened in the night. This miraculous deliverance took place in darkness. But God had made a way for the people to follow Him, even in the dark times.
We may not have a pillar of fire to follow through the dark times of life, but God has not abandoned us to our enemies. He has provided us with all we need to make it through the night.
Your word is a lamp for my feet, a light on my path. Psalm 119:105
Maybe you are in one of those dark times in your life. I want to encourage you today that God has given you His light that stands between you and the enemy. His Word will give you the direction you are seeking. Set your eyes on His Word, and then step out in faith. He will show you which way to go.
You don't have to cower down in the darkness. Just look up - He's lighting the way!
...Just a thought...
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Then the Lord said to Moses, “I will come to you in a thick cloud, Moses, so the people themselves can hear me when I speak with you. Then they will always trust you.” Exodus 19:9
Then God gave the people all these instructions...
When the people heard the thunder and the loud blast of the ram’s horn, and when they saw the flashes of lightning and the smoke billowing from the mountain, they stood at a distance, trembling with fear. And they said to Moses, “You speak to us, and we will listen. But don’t let God speak directly to us, or we will die!” Exodus 20:1, 18-19
I have often wished the Lord would just speak to me in an audible voice! I mean, sometimes I just get so frustrated as I go along in life, wondering where to turn, which way to go... And I cry out to God asking for direction. Sometimes, I get a very clear answer. Other times, He just says, "Trust Me," and I am called to walk by faith. Lately, I have struggled with fear, wondering if I am somehow misunderstanding or misinterpreting what God is saying to me. I wish He would just speak clearly from heaven!
Well... that's what I THINK I want...
The children of Israel got that chance! But they didn't appreciate it. God spoke so that they could hear His voice, and rather than listening to what He said to them, the people got so overcome with fear that they begged Moses to ask God to stop. They didn't want to hear his voice anymore.
I had never realized this before, but did you know that God actually gave the Ten Commandments in the hearing of the children of Israel? He told Moses to go get the people ready - to instruct them on how to prepare for this wonderful opportunity. He told them where to stand, and when to go there (on the third day...!). And then He gave them instructions. These were pretty straightforward instructions - nothing too complicated. If the people had simply listened when God spoke, they could have been saved much heartache in the years that followed! But they stood at a distance, trembling with fear, and they completely missed what God wanted to say to them because they valued their lives above God.
"Oh Moses! Don't let God talk to us that way! We're scared of Him! We'd rather hear your version of what God wants to say!"
We look down on the children of Israel for their reaction, but isn't that exactly what we do today? God has given us His Word. He has spoken very clearly to us from it. But we feign confusion, and inexperience, and lack of education. We would much rather someone else read His Word for us and tell us what it says so we don't have to listen directly to the voice of God. We would rather read books by Christian authors than the Book by the Author of Christianity!
God wanted the people to hear His voice at Sinai. I believe He wants us to hear His voice today. Maybe it's time we stop making excuses and playing dumb. Maybe it's really not as hard a thing as we have made it. Maybe - just maybe - God is speaking and we are cowering.
Then God gave the people all these instructions...
When the people heard the thunder and the loud blast of the ram’s horn, and when they saw the flashes of lightning and the smoke billowing from the mountain, they stood at a distance, trembling with fear. And they said to Moses, “You speak to us, and we will listen. But don’t let God speak directly to us, or we will die!” Exodus 20:1, 18-19
I have often wished the Lord would just speak to me in an audible voice! I mean, sometimes I just get so frustrated as I go along in life, wondering where to turn, which way to go... And I cry out to God asking for direction. Sometimes, I get a very clear answer. Other times, He just says, "Trust Me," and I am called to walk by faith. Lately, I have struggled with fear, wondering if I am somehow misunderstanding or misinterpreting what God is saying to me. I wish He would just speak clearly from heaven!
Well... that's what I THINK I want...
The children of Israel got that chance! But they didn't appreciate it. God spoke so that they could hear His voice, and rather than listening to what He said to them, the people got so overcome with fear that they begged Moses to ask God to stop. They didn't want to hear his voice anymore.
I had never realized this before, but did you know that God actually gave the Ten Commandments in the hearing of the children of Israel? He told Moses to go get the people ready - to instruct them on how to prepare for this wonderful opportunity. He told them where to stand, and when to go there (on the third day...!). And then He gave them instructions. These were pretty straightforward instructions - nothing too complicated. If the people had simply listened when God spoke, they could have been saved much heartache in the years that followed! But they stood at a distance, trembling with fear, and they completely missed what God wanted to say to them because they valued their lives above God.
"Oh Moses! Don't let God talk to us that way! We're scared of Him! We'd rather hear your version of what God wants to say!"
We look down on the children of Israel for their reaction, but isn't that exactly what we do today? God has given us His Word. He has spoken very clearly to us from it. But we feign confusion, and inexperience, and lack of education. We would much rather someone else read His Word for us and tell us what it says so we don't have to listen directly to the voice of God. We would rather read books by Christian authors than the Book by the Author of Christianity!
God wanted the people to hear His voice at Sinai. I believe He wants us to hear His voice today. Maybe it's time we stop making excuses and playing dumb. Maybe it's really not as hard a thing as we have made it. Maybe - just maybe - God is speaking and we are cowering.
Have I done that? Have I so valued my own life, my own plans, my own dreams, my own "stuff" that when God wanted to speak to me I covered my ears and cowered down, using fear as an excuse to remain ignorant of the ways of God? I pray that would no longer be the case.
Come near to God and hear His voice. He wants to speak, if only we will listen.
It may be a little scary, but it's... just a thought...
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Ready for Battle
When Pharaoh let the people go, God did not lead them by way of the land of the Philistines, although that was near. For God said, "Lest the people change their minds when they see war and return to Egypt." But God led the people around by the way of the wilderness toward the Red Sea. And the people of Israel went up out of the land of Egypt equipped for battle. Exodus 13:17-18
The Exodus of the children of Israel out of Egypt is such an incredible account! Before they ever left Egypt, God had revealed Himself in so many powerful ways, and He had made it very clear whose side He was on. Though many terrors came upon Egypt, in the land of Goshen, where the children of Israel were living, scripture tells us that the people were protected from at least some of the plagues. And now they were free, having walked right out of Egypt because God had delivered them!
Now they are on their way to the Promised Land, and God is leading them. The Bible says that they were prepared for the battle. (Some translations state that the people marched out of Egypt in battle formation.) God could have taken them the short way, but the Bible tells us that He took them the long way. Why? Because He knew they might turn back if they were faced with the prospect of war. So even though the people may have thought they were ready for battle, the Lord protected them from this test of their faith. They would face plenty of challenges later on, and they would eventually need those battle preparations, but for now, God took them around the battle.
I am reminded of the old cartoons here... I picture the little guy who thinks he's big, marching out to meet his opponent, armed with a little cork gun. But behind this little guy is a big guy, holding onto his shirttails, keeping his little friend from getting into a fight he's not really ready for...
I think there is an important lesson to be learned here. God wants us to be prepared. He's given us spiritual armor for our protection and His Word as a weapon. When the battle comes, He wants us to be ready. Fortunately, God loves us and cares for us and often takes us around the battle. He protects us from those things He knows we aren't ready for. But He wants us prepared!
Whatever trial you're facing today, I want to encourage you: God is aware of your situation. It has not taken Him by surprise. He could have taken you around the battle. If He hasn't, He must know that you are ready, even though you may not feel like it. But trust His love for you. He has already given you what you need for the battle, and He will stand with you and fight.
If you are not in the battle today, thank God for protecting you from it. Enjoy the time of rest, but don't become slack, thinking God will always take you around the Philistines of life. Take this time to get prepared. Put on that armor. Draw your sword. Get used to the feel of it, because the day is coming when you're going to need it, so be ready!
If it seems like God is taking you the long way around today, do not be discouraged. Maybe you're tired of waiting. Maybe it seems like He's being slow to answer. I want to encourage you: walk patiently with Him through this time, comforted with the knowledge that He knows what you're ready for.
...Just a thought...
A final word: Be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on all of God’s armor so that you will be able to stand firm against all strategies of the devil. For we are not fighting against flesh-and-blood enemies, but against evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world, against mighty powers in this dark world, and against evil spirits in the heavenly places.
Therefore, put on every piece of God’s armor so you will be able to resist the enemy in the time of evil. Then after the battle you will still be standing firm. Stand your ground, putting on the belt of truth and the body armor of God’s righteousness. For shoes, put on the peace that comes from the Good News so that you will be fully prepared. In addition to all of these, hold up the shield of faith to stop the fiery arrows of the devil. Put on salvation as your helmet, and take the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. Ephesians 6:10-17
The Exodus of the children of Israel out of Egypt is such an incredible account! Before they ever left Egypt, God had revealed Himself in so many powerful ways, and He had made it very clear whose side He was on. Though many terrors came upon Egypt, in the land of Goshen, where the children of Israel were living, scripture tells us that the people were protected from at least some of the plagues. And now they were free, having walked right out of Egypt because God had delivered them!
Now they are on their way to the Promised Land, and God is leading them. The Bible says that they were prepared for the battle. (Some translations state that the people marched out of Egypt in battle formation.) God could have taken them the short way, but the Bible tells us that He took them the long way. Why? Because He knew they might turn back if they were faced with the prospect of war. So even though the people may have thought they were ready for battle, the Lord protected them from this test of their faith. They would face plenty of challenges later on, and they would eventually need those battle preparations, but for now, God took them around the battle.
I am reminded of the old cartoons here... I picture the little guy who thinks he's big, marching out to meet his opponent, armed with a little cork gun. But behind this little guy is a big guy, holding onto his shirttails, keeping his little friend from getting into a fight he's not really ready for...
I think there is an important lesson to be learned here. God wants us to be prepared. He's given us spiritual armor for our protection and His Word as a weapon. When the battle comes, He wants us to be ready. Fortunately, God loves us and cares for us and often takes us around the battle. He protects us from those things He knows we aren't ready for. But He wants us prepared!
Whatever trial you're facing today, I want to encourage you: God is aware of your situation. It has not taken Him by surprise. He could have taken you around the battle. If He hasn't, He must know that you are ready, even though you may not feel like it. But trust His love for you. He has already given you what you need for the battle, and He will stand with you and fight.
If you are not in the battle today, thank God for protecting you from it. Enjoy the time of rest, but don't become slack, thinking God will always take you around the Philistines of life. Take this time to get prepared. Put on that armor. Draw your sword. Get used to the feel of it, because the day is coming when you're going to need it, so be ready!
If it seems like God is taking you the long way around today, do not be discouraged. Maybe you're tired of waiting. Maybe it seems like He's being slow to answer. I want to encourage you: walk patiently with Him through this time, comforted with the knowledge that He knows what you're ready for.
...Just a thought...
A final word: Be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on all of God’s armor so that you will be able to stand firm against all strategies of the devil. For we are not fighting against flesh-and-blood enemies, but against evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world, against mighty powers in this dark world, and against evil spirits in the heavenly places.
Therefore, put on every piece of God’s armor so you will be able to resist the enemy in the time of evil. Then after the battle you will still be standing firm. Stand your ground, putting on the belt of truth and the body armor of God’s righteousness. For shoes, put on the peace that comes from the Good News so that you will be fully prepared. In addition to all of these, hold up the shield of faith to stop the fiery arrows of the devil. Put on salvation as your helmet, and take the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. Ephesians 6:10-17
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Learning To Listen
This is what the Lord says - the Lord who made the earth, who formed and established it, whose name is the Lord: Ask me and I will tell you remarkable secrets you do not know about things to come. Jeremiah 33:2-3
I have been full of questions lately. A lot of those questions start with "why...". It has been a confusing time, a time when I have tried to figure things out. I have been somewhat unsuccessful in these efforts, and have been left feeling frustrated and confused.
I've actually been a little upset at God about this. But it's not His fault. He doesn't want me confused. He is not trying to frustrate me. He is quite willing for me to know the truth, but I think it is just that I am having a hard time listening. After all, He did say, "Ask me and I will tell you..."
I don't sit still very well. The joke is that if I sit still for too long, I fall asleep - and that is not far from the truth. I get caught up in this whirlwind of activity, not realizing until later that I am accomplishing nothing. By the end of the day I am exhausted, but as I try to figure out why, it all seems so futile. It's like all my efforts were in vain. And as I drop into bed at night, I am almost instantly asleep. I never remember much past turning off the light - and sometimes I don't even remember that!
God is calling me to be still... But there is just so much that needs to be done! I don't have time to sit still!
"Be still and know..." But I CAN'T be still because I know... how much there is to do and how little time there is to accomplish it!
"Be still and know that I am God." Could it really be that simple? He wouldn't have said it if it wasn't true. He is God. He is capable of taking care of all of those things I am concerning myself with. He is GOD! What is so complicated about that? It's the letting go... Trusting... I've been asking, but I haven't been waiting for Him to answer. That's got to change!
"Be still..." Can't do that here. I've got to go and get busy being still! It's time to listen...
It's not complicated, but it is... just a thought...
I have been full of questions lately. A lot of those questions start with "why...". It has been a confusing time, a time when I have tried to figure things out. I have been somewhat unsuccessful in these efforts, and have been left feeling frustrated and confused.
I've actually been a little upset at God about this. But it's not His fault. He doesn't want me confused. He is not trying to frustrate me. He is quite willing for me to know the truth, but I think it is just that I am having a hard time listening. After all, He did say, "Ask me and I will tell you..."
I don't sit still very well. The joke is that if I sit still for too long, I fall asleep - and that is not far from the truth. I get caught up in this whirlwind of activity, not realizing until later that I am accomplishing nothing. By the end of the day I am exhausted, but as I try to figure out why, it all seems so futile. It's like all my efforts were in vain. And as I drop into bed at night, I am almost instantly asleep. I never remember much past turning off the light - and sometimes I don't even remember that!
God is calling me to be still... But there is just so much that needs to be done! I don't have time to sit still!
"Be still and know..." But I CAN'T be still because I know... how much there is to do and how little time there is to accomplish it!
"Be still and know that I am God." Could it really be that simple? He wouldn't have said it if it wasn't true. He is God. He is capable of taking care of all of those things I am concerning myself with. He is GOD! What is so complicated about that? It's the letting go... Trusting... I've been asking, but I haven't been waiting for Him to answer. That's got to change!
"Be still..." Can't do that here. I've got to go and get busy being still! It's time to listen...
It's not complicated, but it is... just a thought...
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
On the Road Again...
The Lord went ahead of them. He guided them during the day with a pillar of cloud, and he provided light at night with a pillar of fire. This allowed them to travel by day or by night. Exodus 13:21
It's one of those seasons... Nothing seems to make sense... What I thought was the right direction was apparently the wrong direction... What I thought was the wrong direction was apparently the right direction! Anybody else ever have those times?
I'm beginning to understand, on a small scale, what the children of Israel must have been feeling as they left Egypt. They had seen the mighty hand of God at work, miraculously delivering them from slavery, setting them free to pursue what looked to be a very bright future. So they're on their way to the Promised Land. They're following God, and maybe don't even realize that God is taking them on a round-about kind of journey to their destination. So they're following the pillar of cloud by day and the pillar of fire by night, and they know they are on the right path because they are following God. Then, all of a sudden, God pulls a u-turn on them because He's working on a plan to show His glory to Pharaoh. But still the children of Israel follow - no problem!
There they are, all camped out where God said to camp. They're happy. They're content. They're just waiting for God to tell them to go, and then they'll be on their way. But they look up and see that Pharaoh's army is after them! Then they look the other way, and suddenly that sweet beachfront property they're camped on doesn't look so sweet anymore! Now they're panicking. They're crying and complaining because, understandably, they're scared to death!
I can relate, and maybe you can, too. I thought God was leading in a certain direction. It was exciting, looking to the future, wondering exactly what the road would look like, but exciting because God was in it. I was following God, but soon realized we weren't going the direct route, so I figured there must be "Philistines" out there He was protecting me from. That's okay. I'm ready for the journey, as long as God's leading the way. But then came the u-turn, and that was almost more exciting because it seemed He had spoken so clearly, "Camp here."
But then, somehow, here I am - Pharaoh's army is behind me, and the Red Sea lies ahead, and even though I know how the biblical account turns out, I confess I'm feeling a little panicky.
I've told you before how I prefer the big-picture of the road map to the turn-by-turn instructions of a GPS... Well... God's taking me on a GPS journey! I'm following the pillar of cloud, but I'm frustrated because I can't see past it - all I can see is the cloud. But God is in the cloud! And that's got to be enough! He is MORE than enough!
So step by step, putting one foot in front of the other, following God even though I'm not quite sure where we're going or how we're getting there, I'm hitting the road again...
A wise pastor once told me that it's easier for God to steer a moving vessel... Well, I'm moving. Lord - steer away!
So if you find yourself adrift, like a ship with no direction, I want to encourage you to get in motion, then let the Lord lead the way, learning to trust your Captain even when you can't see the shore. I'm right there with you - just along for the ride!
...Just a thought...
Saturday, January 1, 2011
The Old Life Is Gone!
Since we believe that Christ died for all, we also believe that we have all died to our old life. He died for everyone so that those who receive his new life will no longer live for themselves. Instead, they will live for Christ, who died and was raised for them. So we have stopped evaluating others from a human point of view. At one time we thought of Christ merely from a human point of view. How differently we know him now! This means that anyone who belongs to Christ has become a new person. The old life is gone; a new life has begun! 2 Corinthians 5:14b-17
I love New Year's! I've always wanted to have a big New Year's Eve party with silly hats and confetti and everything... It seems like a fun way to bring closure to the past and usher in the new with an attitude of excitement and not dread.
Often, as we come to the close of a year, I find myself breathing a sigh of relief. It seems when I look back, often what seems most obvious are the hard times and difficulties I have survived in the course of the year. I remember the good times, too, but I do tend to focus on the bad. But fortunately, there's something about New Year's that makes it somehow easier to let go of the bad stuff...
Maybe you can relate.
2011 is like this grand opportunity the Lord has placed before us. Regardless of what 2010 looked like, now is a wonderful time to stop living for ourselves and start living for Christ! It is a time to stop looking at life from a human point of view and start seeing life from God's perspective, seeing others the way God sees them. It is time to let go of the old and embrace this new life we have in God through Christ Jesus!
If we look at things from His perspective, there is no doubt: it's going to be a GREAT year!
...Just a thought...
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